ORIGIN STORY

after all this it’s

the miracle of what took –

blood vessels knotting their

fingers into the red room at

the center of me, the cure

that worked, the vaccine

that won. today I explained

to a mother and her furrowed

brow that the glass vial of

purified protein is nothing

compared to all that tries to burrow

into us with each breath, with

just a sip of tap water: soup

of viral capsids & acid

scraps, heavy metals &

chemical residues – the whole

sticky swirl of waste humans

leave in our wake. we

ought to be amazed, I tell

her, at what the body fights

off and what it opens to hold,

like the child who shifts

against the curve of my

spine, sucks its thumb a

little in the fluid dream

it’s had for months.

I could claim to be the

dream-maker, but the truth

is I have no idea how this

tiny world came to be in me.

some passing comet or well-

positioned thundercloud must have

opened this portal, prepared the

threshold, loosed the song

that started it all.