WEEK THIRTY-FOUR: ATOMIC
It was a heavy thing.
They hoisted it
in the desert for testing
but weren’t sure
the wire would hold,
so stacked fifteen
old army mattresses
beneath it
should it drop.
They made it in a hurry
and kept no schematics.
Later they could
not replicate it.
One of the scientists,
when asked
how he’d built a particular tube,
described bending aluminum
around a Coke bottle.
There were pregnant women
of course in Virginia
and Nagasaki, who did not know
how to build what they built,
bending themselves
like rinds around the soft
seeds of their flesh, as though
they could keep
the world without,
without even a blueprint.
No idea of how it is done
even as it is done.
- From The More Extravagant Feast (Graywolf Press, 2020); used with permission of the author and Graywolf Press.